Yan's Labyrinth

There is this sense of dread that comes with happiness sometimes that I will never truly understand. I suspect it's there to keep you grounded. Rooted in reality... Emphasize the validity of these pockets... Periods of happiness. It creates a much needed balance that demands attention... Keeps you aware. Maybe this feeling... 'Dread', Is really just emotional gravity, pulling us closer to the ground... So that we don't float away into oblivion. Perhaps it's really just a combination of feelings and logic trying to save us from ourselves... Trying to make us a better version of ourselves.... -Y. Salmon *Image courtesy of Instagram

The other day I received a message and it got me thinking.... Sigh. And at times, thinking can be my greatest nemesis... However, in this situation I came to a definite realization that I was able to conceive and openly communicate. It is essential to be honest to have self-actualization. We have to be able to be honest with our own happiness in order for others to respect it.... And thus creating a mutual sense of closure, new beginnings and appreciation... And so this entry was inspired. I'm sorry I forgot you... That was not my intent. I envisioned you with laughter, smiles and love surrounding you. I thought you had moved on.... Forgotten me. But I wasn't angry, I wasn't hurt. I was just happy... Thinking you were happy... Surrounded by her warmth, her embrace, her love. Was I wrong? Was it not like that for awhile? Did she not complete you? Make you feel whole? I'm sorry I forgot you.... That was not my intent... You have always been in my though...